好久没回来的老地方。。。好久没见的老朋友们。。。

上一个post竟然是23 May 2011耶！
我真的离开很久了。。
还欠十天就一年了。。

听着胡夏的《那些年》，
和刚刚看完PY6 留给我的farewell影片，
真的很想念他们。。

今天TB11的聚会，我没去。。
超想念他们的。。
心情没办法形容。。
因为突然间想起太多的朋友了。。
从TB11,有 Stephanie, Quenic, Sam, Choon Wai, Karlim, Unoe, Bee Yee, Mishel, Lemon, 等等。。
到PY6，虽然只有一年，
感情超好的。。

离开了他们，已有5年了。。
好像回到那是，每一天都很开心的过着，
没什么烦恼，
朋友一大堆，
每个人将心比心的。。
认识他们我觉得超好运，
因为他们没有所谓的斗生斗死，
每个都是以一颗心交朋友，
帮朋友的。。。

3年前，
我又来到了一个很陌生，又没什么人情味的地方，
从哪里也认识了很多朋友，
最好的，
到现在，
当然有 CCH，Ying Sing, Lay May，Siew Mei, Sin Mun, Beatrice, Fyza, Fahana 等人。。
在这里，
斗心的还蛮多，
很辛苦。。。
不过都熬过啦！
现在毕业了，
只有我一个是self sponsored 的，
感觉离他们好远哦。。。

无论如何，
各自的路，各自走。。。
我好想大大声的告诉你们，
我爱你们！！！

::+::How will my future ends up with?? ::+::

Chatting with Ms. Yong, my previous tutor who taught me A&P for few months and left..
She's now working in Kuching, Sarawak's Hospital, seems great! ^^

She gave me some options like going to IJN if i like Cardiothoracic... As it has higher market value compare to Assunta's..

I actually still thinking, to stay? or to leave?
Keep staying in Malaysia, which hospital should I choose?
Continue serving in Assunta Hospital?
Find a higher pay hospital such as Glaneagles?
or going overseas - Singapore???

I actually like specialized area more compared to ward,
I like ICU - my first choice (depends Assunta or other hospitals allow me to get my training)
I like OT - my 2nd choice (but it's freezing cold inside)
I think i will fall in love with ER too..
But in knowledge n future wise, i think i prefer ICU if the particular hospital "wanted" me...
I think i can move further with the knowledge i equipped compare to general wards, bla bla bla..

If going to Singapore, Ms. Yong recommended NUH - Tan Tock Seng Hosp...
I heard of this hosp too.. This is a place that there's a CNO - Chief Nursing Officer... ^^ (so yeng)
I wanted to further my studies in Singapore if i can...
but i believed i can do it..
After that, i would like to travel to different countries as a nurse...
To see different cultural, different equipments, and different functions as a nurse...

Places that i wanted to go:-
1. Singapore
2. Australia
3. Hong Kong
4. England
5. Saudi Arab
6. Hawaii

Wow, it's too much... Many things i have to focus in the future,
i will have my own family, my children, bla bla bla...
Can i travel so far? I wonder...

My sister asked my yesterday:
"Jie, do you have a dream?"
I told her i had a lot,
(as the above) & i wanted to have my own BMW, a big house..... bla bla bla...
She replied: "Is this call dream? I mean DREAMs!!!"
I answered: " ya, i think these are my dreams... Aren't it not enough?"

I doubted, she don't understands me, in this field, it's different...
I hope i can fulfill my dreams, which will push me to work harder, study smarter...
I wish........ I wished....

God, please give me strength that i need...
Please support what i've been doing...
I really wish... my dreams will come true....

::+::很忙的Sem5::+::

到了这个时候
我只能跟自己说
Sem5
很STRESS 啊！！！

=(

::+:: A Poem for Nurses ::+::

It is my duty

Dawn Butler, RN
(Pennsylvania)

I walk through those doors with pride,
Who's life will i save tonight?
Someone is waiting for me,
Someone is alive today because of my duty.
Sometimes we cry cause we can't save them all,
God sometimes won't let us interfere when he calls.
A baby's first breath when he looks at me,
The joy of my first delivery.
The tear i wipe a way with my own hands,
The life ending of a gentle old man.
The night seems so dark and the morning so bright.
Being a nurse you see life in a different light.
Who will i save tonight?
Who will hold my hand during their last breath with no fright?
Who will enter this world on my shift?
How many mothers will greet their babies with a kiss?
I don't know who these special people are
but i will meet them with every call
I will hold them tight and help the pain
I will hold them up when they feel faint.
I will be strong when i am needed
That is my job, I am a nurse..that is my duty.

Happy Nurses' Day 2011 ^^
I'm proud to be a nurse, as it serve the community greatly,
from sick to healthy....

Advice to all nurses:-
Nursing is a profession that it should be held up by people who will really dedicate their lives to care for the sick ones, please serve the people out there with a true heart, tell them proudly that "I'm a NURSE!"

Again, i'm back... ^^v

It has been a long long time that i actually forgot about my bloggy...
Just share memories within me and my lovely friends...
Melacca Trip: -

Siew Mei & Me

Sin Mun & Me

River Cruise At Melacca

Jonker Walk

Chocolate fondue with chips
Chendol with Gula Melacca - Delicious!
Nyonya Laksa - very spicy but damn nice!
Baba Laksa- is like curry mee... So i prefer Nyonya Laksa if i'm about to come again..
There's lots of olden pictures in this shop..
This is the place where we hv our delicious cendol & Laksa

Coming next, we went for our Satay steamboat, long queue at the one near to Jonker Street, so my junior taught us another place: -

Satay Steamboat
Love it!

Last day in Melacca - We visited jonker walk again and here i brought them who didnt tried chicken rice ball before to this shop.. We actually prefer another shop but again, it's long queue and we are rushing back for a dance flashmob in Sunway, so..... Mayb nex time! ^^

Steamed chicken with rice ball

Roasted Chicken with Rice Ball

Then we ended our trip by buying some souveniers for others...
Really enjoyed going there with this 3 fellors... Kinda Siao, even staying in a cheap hotel with 2 person in 1 bed, they are still happy..
We're gonna plan for the nex trip though..
Thank girls!!!

Test II

Coming..
tomorrow...

Monday: Obstetric + Gynecology...
Tuesday: Community Nursing
Wednesday: Public Holiday
Thursday: Endocrine + Genital urinary

Gosh, thanks to my laziness, and I started to suffer now.. And still have abit of time to blog.. (sweat) -_-! I think each and every day, i have to start setting my aim, and objective, EVERYDAY! Telling myself that time is rushing for everything and I don't have time to stop.. Please, someone please help me.. I need tips in memorizing, as i'm totally bad in memorizing.. Even though i studied again and again, relating the facts here and there, but still i can forget..

I wont be jealous to those who no need to study and get good results, cause i'm not one of it, as i trust hardwork must still be paid off.. but i do really jealous of those who are hardworking and though get good results, i'm absolutely saluting them...

And now, i think i have a clap for myself for being so last minute, telling myself "dai sei"!
Better start studying now...

Useless..

My brain, my thoughts, my aims...
all fading away...
I can't bare with the stress,
it only makes me become more lazy...
slowly become not responsible...
I hate this me...

What can make me recover?
What can make me stronger?
What can make me happier?
I wonder...
Cause i have no strength to think..
just wanted to hide myself and fade myself away...

Time,
is important for me...
But i didn't manage it well...
I didn't....
I'm useless...
By this moment, i can't tell myself to wake up...
cause i feel i'm dead...
Lazily dead...

May somebody help me, nor i just let it be...................................