::+::BLACK DEC 2009::+::

Many people died...

in this DEC.

Why?

Why must take them away?

I have 2 patients who were admitted to ME,

Were both at transfered to ICU...

But in a sad scene that both of them passed away today.. (27th Dec)

Recently I heard alots of news from ICU and HDU that many people were in critical stage..

But why was is so?

Is it because that they did something wrong?

Is it because that they some other beliefs?

Some even believe that the gate of the heaven has widely open,

so all who passed away will go straight to heaven....

Is this belief true?

I wonder...

Today's news,

A bus was crushed along the on a highway near Kangsar Road.

10 was killed in this unbearable incident...

Who can actually cope is this thing happen to your family?

Can you?

I dont think so...

And it will be a night mare for everyone..

Nowadays when i go along houses,

Most are putting up banner in white...

Labelling sadness and leaving..

How could this happen?

Can we stop this if we take control of our life?

Or it must be an order from the boss up there?

I believe in faith...

But more believing what you did in pass...

I can only tell myself that maybe in the past,

they did something bad which lead to this incident...

Better to do good than bad,

pray for your own self, your family and your love ones...

You might change your own life..

::+::R.I.P::+::

Sadness arrived...
after my hapiness....

After a trip to genting and Bukit Tinggi with my family,
I went bek to PJ with a feeling full of joy..
I have been a long time didnt meet my family,
and so for a trip...

But when i arrive my aunt's house,
receiving a msg from my sis
:yipee passed away

It was really a shock for me that i couldnt accept
Mom said that yipee was coughing since they came for the vacation,
and so they planned to bring her to clinic when they are back,
but still,
she cant wait for it,
and left us far behind the journey...

I cried!
Cried out loud,
with my soul.....
I think of every scene she spend with us,
she just shifted to a new house and have a new room..
But thinking positively,
at least she stayed in before,
WITH US....

I really miss you, Yipee!
I was tearsing when i'm writting this...
Which i cant control...

Are you afraid when you are leaving us?
I'm sorry that i'm not able to be beside you...
I pray that you can live better in another world..
Remember,
Shout for Amitaba when you are fear,
Follow the strong sun light when you are lost,
Always remember,
we are missing you every single moment,
go ahead to find your new way
no matter what you are in your next world,
I hope that you can live to the fullest without regrets....

LOVE YOU ALWAYS

To my dearest Yipee

::+::有口难言::+::

又十二月了
时间还过得真快
我到底做过些什么
贡献了什么
有人会懂吗？

想说的话有很多
可是能说的，
却很少...

我能够自己做选择吗？
选我喜欢的东西吗？
我很想告诉你我要，
可是
还是被你控制.

你告诉我要坦白
可是一些事
我告诉你就代表我是笨蛋
那你觉得我会这样做吗？
太坦白，
我不喜欢...

能不能给我一些空间
就算你反对
我觉得我很好过
有快乐
请你不要又把它没收掉吧
给我简单的幸福
至少我会没那么讨厌你...