Test II

Coming..
tomorrow...

Monday: Obstetric + Gynecology...
Tuesday: Community Nursing
Wednesday: Public Holiday
Thursday: Endocrine + Genital urinary

Gosh, thanks to my laziness, and I started to suffer now.. And still have abit of time to blog.. (sweat) -_-! I think each and every day, i have to start setting my aim, and objective, EVERYDAY! Telling myself that time is rushing for everything and I don't have time to stop.. Please, someone please help me.. I need tips in memorizing, as i'm totally bad in memorizing.. Even though i studied again and again, relating the facts here and there, but still i can forget..

I wont be jealous to those who no need to study and get good results, cause i'm not one of it, as i trust hardwork must still be paid off.. but i do really jealous of those who are hardworking and though get good results, i'm absolutely saluting them...

And now, i think i have a clap for myself for being so last minute, telling myself "dai sei"!
Better start studying now...

Useless..

My brain, my thoughts, my aims...
all fading away...
I can't bare with the stress,
it only makes me become more lazy...
slowly become not responsible...
I hate this me...

What can make me recover?
What can make me stronger?
What can make me happier?
I wonder...
Cause i have no strength to think..
just wanted to hide myself and fade myself away...

Time,
is important for me...
But i didn't manage it well...
I didn't....
I'm useless...
By this moment, i can't tell myself to wake up...
cause i feel i'm dead...
Lazily dead...

May somebody help me, nor i just let it be...................................