Useless..

My brain, my thoughts, my aims...
all fading away...
I can't bare with the stress,
it only makes me become more lazy...
slowly become not responsible...
I hate this me...

What can make me recover?
What can make me stronger?
What can make me happier?
I wonder...
Cause i have no strength to think..
just wanted to hide myself and fade myself away...

Time,
is important for me...
But i didn't manage it well...
I didn't....
I'm useless...
By this moment, i can't tell myself to wake up...
cause i feel i'm dead...
Lazily dead...

May somebody help me, nor i just let it be...................................