Sunday, December 27, 2009

::+::BLACK DEC 2009::+::

Many people died...
in this DEC.
Why?
Why must take them away?
I have 2 patients who were admitted to ME,
Were both at transfered to ICU...
But in a sad scene that both of them passed away today.. (27th Dec)
Recently I heard alots of news from ICU and HDU that many people were in critical stage..
But why was is so?
Is it because that they did something wrong?
Is it because that they some other beliefs?
Some even believe that the gate of the heaven has widely open,
so all who passed away will go straight to heaven....
Is this belief true?
I wonder...

Today's news,
A bus was crushed along the on a highway near Kangsar Road.
10 was killed in this unbearable incident...
Who can actually cope is this thing happen to your family?
Can you?
I dont think so...
And it will be a night mare for everyone..
Nowadays when i go along houses,
Most are putting up banner in white...
Labelling sadness and leaving..
How could this happen?
Can we stop this if we take control of our life?
Or it must be an order from the boss up there?
I believe in faith...
But more believing what you did in pass...
I can only tell myself that maybe in the past,
they did something bad which lead to this incident...
Better to do good than bad,
pray for your own self, your family and your love ones...
You might change your own life..

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

::+::R.I.P::+::



Sadness arrived...
after my hapiness....

After a trip to genting and Bukit Tinggi with my family,
I went bek to PJ with a feeling full of joy..
I have been a long time didnt meet my family,
and so for a trip...

But when i arrive my aunt's house,
receiving a msg from my sis
:yipee passed away

It was really a shock for me that i couldnt accept
Mom said that yipee was coughing since they came for the vacation,
and so they planned to bring her to clinic when they are back,
but still,
she cant wait for it,
and left us far behind the journey...

I cried!
Cried out loud,
with my soul.....
I think of every scene she spend with us,
she just shifted to a new house and have a new room..
But thinking positively,
at least she stayed in before,
WITH US....

I really miss you, Yipee!
I was tearsing when i'm writting this...
Which i cant control...

Are you afraid when you are leaving us?
I'm sorry that i'm not able to be beside you...
I pray that you can live better in another world..
Remember,
Shout for Amitaba when you are fear,
Follow the strong sun light when you are lost,
Always remember,
we are missing you every single moment,
go ahead to find your new way
no matter what you are in your next world,
I hope that you can live to the fullest without regrets....

LOVE YOU ALWAYS



To my dearest Yipee

Friday, December 4, 2009

::+::有口难言::+::

又十二月了
时间还过得真快
我到底做过些什么
贡献了什么
有人会懂吗?

想说的话有很多
可是能说的,
却很少...

我能够自己做选择吗?
选我喜欢的东西吗?
我很想告诉你我要,
可是
还是被你控制.

你告诉我要坦白
可是一些事
我告诉你就代表我是笨蛋
那你觉得我会这样做吗?
太坦白,
我不喜欢...

能不能给我一些空间
就算你反对
我觉得我很好过
有快乐
请你不要又把它没收掉吧
给我简单的幸福
至少我会没那么讨厌你...

Thursday, November 26, 2009

::+::CON NIGHT::+::

我们第一次参加
大家为了这第一次
还算付出了蛮多!
一些人付出金钱去买衣服,
买首饰,
买鞋子...
好舍得哦!

可是我还是要称赞我自己的 group girl,
算是没让我失望,
大家的努力与配合,
终于在这21号晚呈现给大家!

真光荣!
很多人都很喜欢我们的表演...
[TUGU 68]


::+::A&W::+::

好久没有吃A&W 了!
今天刚好有小朋友生日,
还有他的熊熊呢!






从来没有吃过他的waffle ice cream,
所以又三八的买來试试...



[贵!!!不是很好吃,可是卖相还可以]

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

::+::礼物::+::

今天去逛了Times Square
我也收了一份珍贵的礼物!
----------------------------
我的蝴蝶裙!!! 漂亮吧?
那下次王子带我出去喝喜酒,我都有衣服穿咯!
看中了几件,
还是最后决定了这件!
RM69.00

玻璃鞋就不用咯,反正没什么穿,买来就是浪费钱!
和朋友借就好啦! ^^

::+::充货::+::

今天借了车想到MV去充货
要买好多东西哦!
要买两个书橱,因为桌子被我的垃圾堆得满满的,
很难看!
再者,我就快没有位子可以读书了...

嘻,今天很开心,
还就没出去玩咯!
我们先去吃定西,“老友鬼鬼”,很好吃耶!

::+::老友鬼鬼::+::
是一间吃粥,吃油炸鬼,豆奶,马脚,豆沙饼,麻芝的店...
很普通,不怎么起眼的店
算是位于GARDEN吧!


我交了一个SET A, RM3.90, 应该ok吧!
毕竟只有白粥和油炸鬼...
试试看吧,
难得有人推荐的那么好!


[....试....]

Waliao! 很正耶!
那看起来像病人吃的粥,好像被换过了
有一点咸咸的味道
让我最赞不决口的,当然是我最爱的油炸鬼咯!^^
当然不只叫那么少咯,我们还没一样叫了一个咧!
这一餐,绝对没介绍错!

吃饱了,我们再去看看GARDEN开了什么吃的店
真的很多选择哦!
我变得好山芭哦,好就没被带出来逛了
很像吃了一间再一间,
感觉朝幸福的.....

[chili chocolate]

[variety of ice creams *yummy*]

接下来就是我大买特买的时间咯!
Total Bill : RM 113.xx
=_=!!

Friday, November 6, 2009

::+::Ouch! Pain = Injection::+::

Today as Ms Liew planned,
We'll be having our injection practise on a real model, which is our friend!
Chia Hui is my partner, so i need to inject her, vice versa...
We were divided into few groups to go up to the demo room first,
follow by index number..

I'm really glad that Chia Hui's index number is not the 1-4,
because those will "die" first...
She's number 8!
Which means "dying soon".......
But at least better than the first team, we can still get some feedback or comments from the first few groups.
Some were failed but at least not scolded my Ms Liew
when they came back, they share their experience with us and some of the examples comfort us but some WERE NOT!

We try to do our last practise with the pen or pencil,
hoping later would be error free or at least, no scolding from Ms Liew..
Waai Teeng and Tzyy Mei's group was before us,
after they went out, Chia Hui and me pray that nothing will happen later...
Chia Hui said that she have a feeling that we will be given assignment for INTRADERMAL injection...

Too bad that the other pair came back and we're the next team going up to the demo room..
Chia Hui said that she's so afraid, but i can do nothing! as emotions are not controlled by me!
When we reached, Ms Liew told us that we're doing intradermal injection!
OMG!
Chia Hui, your 乌鸦 mouth is really nothing good!
Because i heard from my friends and seniors, intradermal injection is the most painful of all...

We went to take our syringe and started to withdraw the solution. 0.1 needed to be inject...
It's really boast me from laughting when Chia Hui start shivering when she withdraw the solution...
The shaking was never end! OMG...
i'm really worry now....

After that, it's my turn to withdraw the solution...
I thought i can do it without shivering, but though i try to control, it still shiver a bit, but as i know it's still under control...
When i thought of sitting down and let Chia Hui to start first, Ms Liew suddenly walk to my side and asked me to start my injection...
My eyes were almost dropping down and stared at Chia Hui, hoping that she will volunteer to start the injection first..
But she... She...........
continue sitting there...
i feel like belasah-ing her...
When i think back now, I should have inject her "painfully" - of not being gentlemen!!!
wahaha....

Mine was ok, there's a vial coming out when i inject, but it slowly disappear after some time..
After my injection, it's Chia Hui's turn again..
Actually i should trust my partner, as she actually can do well DURING HER PRACTISE!!!
::Am i teasing her?::

Same problem ................................... SHIVERING HANDS!!!!!
Chia Hui, do you know what is my feeling when you almost want to inject me with a SUPER DUPER SHIVERING HANDS???
I'm not sure to ask you to be calm or to calm myself down...
But finally, she did poked me and OUCH!
DAMN PAINFUL MAN!!!




[My hand, injected by Chia Hui via ID]


[Chia Hui's hand, injected by me ^^]


Actually her skill is quite ok, but the degree of intradermal really needs a lots of practise..
So for this time, she poked too deep into my skin...
But it's really an unforgatable moment!!!

I enjoyed it... Waiting for my first injection on the first patient...
But practise makes perfect...
Same applies to all my Groupmates...
Gambate ya! ^^

Thursday, November 5, 2009

::+::电影大纲::+::

前一节说起我去看戏


Cloudy with a Chance of Meatball

主角:Flint Lockwood
女主角:Sam Sparks
猴子:Steve


Flint 是一个从小就喜欢做科学研究的人
他为了拯救他的村
他决定设计一个以用水制造食物的机器
虽然他也有成功的机器
但是每次研究
必定闯祸!
所以,全村的人都很反对他再度研究
深怕会带来更多祸害...

他这次的设计
他用了汉堡包为成果
他在一次的发布会上
再度搞砸了...
更因为这样,
他研究的机器被射上天空.....

他很伤心
因为大家讨厌他
他爸爸也对她很失望...


他走到桥头
遇见了电视主播
(电视节目刚被Flint搞砸的女生)
当她知道是他的作为后很生气
两人却骂了起来..

正当他们在骂架时,
突然一个汉堡从天而降!
接着开始有千千万万个汉堡掉下
形成了从未发生的现象!








大家都为这一场汉堡雨兴奋起来...
开始的
有人排队和他“订购食物”
他也很乐意的满足他们...




[他为小孩们打造了糖果雨]



[给他们雪糕大战]





[为自己喜欢的女生Sam一个jell-o 屋]


慢慢的
他没有注意到安全指标
他变得食物开始起了变化








[食物越变越大]




[最后,意大利面的暴风雨来临了,这场灾难将会蔓延到全世界]


Flint从来都没想过这么严重的灾难由他而起
可是他没有因为这样而放弃
他,
决定去拯救地球!



英文版:
请浏览以下
http://bee3z.blogspot.com/

::+::电影::+::

昨天放学后
很难的
我,Beatrice, 臭猪,鱼鱼,牛牛和鸡鸡
买了票
练了purcussion,
冲个凉
就出发了!
::+::Cloudy with a Chance of Meatball::+::

和这个世界脱节了很久
竟然有这样的戏
我也不知道
只是听他们说星期三电影便宜
我就去咯!
好像隐隐约约知道是看cartoon...


我就是看这套!!!


waliao!
山芭就是山芭!
我真的想不到笑料百出,
Beatrice 还笑到全cinema最大声
=_=!!!
Paiseh paiseh....


猴子最喜欢gummy bear, 还有拔别人的胡须!!!
[当Steve看到他的最爱-GummyBear的表情]

他们俩(主角)最喜欢 jell-o...
好喜欢那个jell-o 屋,
超棒!!!
还有很多精彩的内容
记得要去看哦!
值得推荐!!!

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

::+::王八蛋::+::

原本我的BLOG还有一点点的文化
可是没办法
还是要为了某人
破戒一次!!!

班上的黑猪
我真得忍无可忍
大家为了表演
练习得多拼命
只有她.........
.......唯一的她!!!!

说好了下课后立刻练习
也问好了谁一定要在下课后准时出街
她...有举手,
我也以为她出去了!
怎么知道
我们差不多练完
大概十五点吧,
他竟然大摇大摆的和他刚认识的男朋友谈电话走出去

我气到!!!!!!!

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

::+::Purcussion::+::

CON night helds on 21 Nov,
everyone is preparing for it
Some have already bought their beautiful dress,
high heel shinny shoes,
different types of accessories and so on.........

Each group are supposed to come out with a performance.
And this time,
I try to make use of my total 40group members to present a purcussion
::Body Purcussion::
haha..
So fair for everyone to perform! ^^
I'm so clever..

We actually have to practise everyday
as we are responsible for our performance
Until now,
75% finished.....
.... with coming soon
will be few steps of dance for each rows...
And the problem is:

I"M STIL THINKING!!!

Still 4x8counts step to go..
Please bless me to finish it up today
so that I can really settle my mind to study...
With this performance thing
i actually minus up my nap time and i do not have a moment to study
Some will ask me to sacrify ny nap time,
but I can tell you that,
the result of studying = 0%

Bless my classmates that they're able to learn all by today
and PRACTISE PLEASE!!!!!

Monday, November 2, 2009

::+::Schezophrenia::+::

Dr Elaine asked us to do an oral presentation on Schizophrenia.
My group actually do an research on it.
I found that it is really an interesting topic to discuss..

Schizophrenia is a severe disorder in which the person suffers from disordered thinking, bizarre behavior, hallucinations, and is unable to distinguish between fantasy and reality. Schizophrenia was renamed by Eugen Bleuler, a Swiss psychiatrist, to illustrate the division (schizo-) within the brain (phren) among thoughts, feelings, and behavior that seems to take place in people with this disorder (Bleuler, 1911; Moller & Hell, 2002). Because the tern literally means “split mind”, it has often been confused with dissociative identity disorder, called “split personality.” A more modern definition of schizophrenia describes it as a long-lasting psychotic disorder (involving a severe break down with reality), in which there is an inability to distinguish what is real from fantasy as well as disturbances in thinking, emotions, behaviors, and perception.
While this part is the main part that i like the most:

Schizophrenia includes several different kinds of symptoms. Disorders in thinking are a common symptom and are called delusions. Delusions are false beliefs held by a person who refuses to accept evidence of their falseness. Common schizophrenic delusions include delusions of persecution, which people believe others are trying to hurt them; delusions of reference, in which people believe that other people or television characters are specifically talking with them; delusions of influence, in which people believe they are controlled by external forces such as devils or aliens; and delusions of grandeur, in which people are convinced that they are powerful people and who can save the world or have a special mission.
From a Psychology reference book, by Saundra K. Ciccarelli, there's actually a real story on a person named Deanna, with a family picture seemingly happier times. On May 12, 2003, Deanna Laney killed her teo young sons by crushing thier heads with rocks, believing that God had ordered her to kill her children. On the day of the killings, Deanna suffered a number of visual and auditory hallucinations. Mrs. Laney was found innocent by reason of insanity in 2004 and has been committed to a maximum security state hospital, where she is undergoing treatment fot paranoid Schezophrenia.
This is really amazing, the fact as in a psychological disorder can lead to death of both child. I wonder, if one day, Mrs Deanna awake or fully recovered, what type of feelings or emotions will she suffers...........

::+::选择::+::

你曾经做错过选择吗?

选择
是有人会身不由己
有人会听从他人
有人会考虑清楚
有人会随便乱选

可是
最后的结果
是自己承受的
是自己需要负责的

如果好运气的
选中还真有福气
那万一失手呢?
你的路又会怎样走呢?


我向来觉得
选择,在“某”个时候会很难
可是我会尽情的把头脑记得干干的
都会有一个答案
像是我要选我的工作
那我会想
我要的路,是怎么走的
因为只要我有信心
有兴趣的
我就会有方向
生活才有乐趣嘛!
如果选择错了
我一直都认为,船到桥头自然直
而且,我是这样子活了二十年!

那,
通常“人”,又会用什么指标来选择的呢?

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Saturday, October 31, 2009

::+::懒惰的一天::+::

星期日
原本想睡到十一点
却被对面学校的斩草声给吵醒了

懒懒的,
惟有起身
想起昨晚AH Mon替我在部落格架了新东西
就想替他重整一个新面貌


不错吧?
一个电脑白痴可以做到这样的水准

新的一天
又是新的开始
从懒惰振作起来吧!!


::+::珍惜::+::

你懂得什么是珍惜吗?

珍惜
往往会用在失去,或后悔时
是人的天性吗?

你曾经珍惜过什么?
亲情
友情
爱情
快乐的时光
童真无邪的瞬间
朋友送你的一份礼物
或是长辈赠你的刻苦良言

没有人可以完全控制未来
今日不知明日事
我们希望它永远不会发生
可是
却还不由得你去控制与掌握
老师这两天告诉我们很多真人故事
人,是有感情的动物
可以说是动物吗?
算了,
随便
反正人就是脆弱的东西
人老了
动作也跟着迟缓
但是人的情感不可能也跟着迟钝
有一对老夫妻
很恩爱
可是他的老丈夫记忆力开始衰退了
医生也证实他患了老人痴呆症
老丈夫开始不记得自己的孩子,
和妻子
但是老妻子却没有因为这样子而放弃
她还是把老丈夫照顾得无微不至
可是老丈夫的病情一直都没有好转
到了最后
老妻子也累了,
无能为力了,
惟有把老丈夫送到老人院
经过长时间的居住在老人院
老丈夫找到一个和他志同道合的痴呆女朋友
老妻子看到了
很伤心
可是
这不是老丈夫可以选择的
惟有接受事实
事实
往往不能改变
除非等待奇迹
与其等待奇迹
不如试着创造未来
以免到头来
只等过不曾来临的奇迹
珍惜现在每一刻
才是最珍贵的宝石。。。