我最爱的胡夏 。。。

【那些年，我們一起追的女孩】電影主題曲《那些年》
演唱：胡夏／作曲：木村充利／作詞：九把刀

又回到最初的起點
記憶中妳青澀的臉
我們終於來到了這一天
桌墊下的老照片
無數回憶連結
今天男孩要赴女孩最後的約

又回到最初的起點
呆呆地站在鏡子前
笨拙繫上紅色領帶的結
將頭髮梳成大人模樣
穿上一身帥氣西裝
等會兒見妳一定比想像美

好想再回到那些年的時光
回到教室座位前後　故意討妳溫柔的罵
黑板上排列組合　妳捨得解開嗎
誰與誰坐他又愛著她

那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想擁抱妳　擁抱錯過的勇氣
曾經想征服全世界
到最後回首才發現
這世界滴滴點點全部都是妳

那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想告訴妳　告訴妳我沒有忘記
那天晚上滿天星星
平行時空下的約定
再一次相遇我會緊緊抱著妳
緊緊抱著妳

听你说。。

郁可唯、林凡 - 听你说作词：王雅君 作曲：王雅君

我很开心因为努力生活
和你们分享荣耀的那一秒钟
如果难过你肩膀最辽阔
你帮我带走乌云满布的天空

如果生活少了有你陪我
我整天开着手机也感到失落
因为我们都最想看到彼此灿烂的笑容

我懂星座却没有人像我
真的喜欢一个人安静的自由
我做的梦我坚持做到最后
就算我爬到云端也继续做梦

我唱的歌只希望能快乐
其他的我也不想要想的太多
因为我们都最想拥有自己最真的感动

听你说 听你说
我们同时拥有 一个真心的朋友
聊日出日落因为有梦
所以更认真生活

听你说 听你说
我们真实拥有 一片美好的天空
不能常联络 却更紧握
我们交换的美梦 只想听你说

每逢星期一，三，五最期待的活动

约了一班朋友例牌去打羽球，
汗水有出没有收。。
边吹水，边打球，
笑声连篇，
完全没有理会旁人的眼光。。

感觉。。。

真的是超赞！ ^^v

好久没回来的老地方。。。好久没见的老朋友们。。。

上一个post竟然是23 May 2011耶！
我真的离开很久了。。
还欠十天就一年了。。

听着胡夏的《那些年》，
和刚刚看完PY6 留给我的farewell影片，
真的很想念他们。。

今天TB11的聚会，我没去。。
超想念他们的。。
心情没办法形容。。
因为突然间想起太多的朋友了。。
从TB11,有 Stephanie, Quenic, Sam, Choon Wai, Karlim, Unoe, Bee Yee, Mishel, Lemon, 等等。。
到PY6，虽然只有一年，
感情超好的。。

离开了他们，已有5年了。。
好像回到那是，每一天都很开心的过着，
没什么烦恼，
朋友一大堆，
每个人将心比心的。。
认识他们我觉得超好运，
因为他们没有所谓的斗生斗死，
每个都是以一颗心交朋友，
帮朋友的。。。

3年前，
我又来到了一个很陌生，又没什么人情味的地方，
从哪里也认识了很多朋友，
最好的，
到现在，
当然有 CCH，Ying Sing, Lay May，Siew Mei, Sin Mun, Beatrice, Fyza, Fahana 等人。。
在这里，
斗心的还蛮多，
很辛苦。。。
不过都熬过啦！
现在毕业了，
只有我一个是self sponsored 的，
感觉离他们好远哦。。。

无论如何，
各自的路，各自走。。。
我好想大大声的告诉你们，
我爱你们！！！

::+::How will my future ends up with?? ::+::

Chatting with Ms. Yong, my previous tutor who taught me A&P for few months and left..
She's now working in Kuching, Sarawak's Hospital, seems great! ^^

She gave me some options like going to IJN if i like Cardiothoracic... As it has higher market value compare to Assunta's..

I actually still thinking, to stay? or to leave?
Keep staying in Malaysia, which hospital should I choose?
Continue serving in Assunta Hospital?
Find a higher pay hospital such as Glaneagles?
or going overseas - Singapore???

I actually like specialized area more compared to ward,
I like ICU - my first choice (depends Assunta or other hospitals allow me to get my training)
I like OT - my 2nd choice (but it's freezing cold inside)
I think i will fall in love with ER too..
But in knowledge n future wise, i think i prefer ICU if the particular hospital "wanted" me...
I think i can move further with the knowledge i equipped compare to general wards, bla bla bla..

If going to Singapore, Ms. Yong recommended NUH - Tan Tock Seng Hosp...
I heard of this hosp too.. This is a place that there's a CNO - Chief Nursing Officer... ^^ (so yeng)
I wanted to further my studies in Singapore if i can...
but i believed i can do it..
After that, i would like to travel to different countries as a nurse...
To see different cultural, different equipments, and different functions as a nurse...

Places that i wanted to go:-
1. Singapore
2. Australia
3. Hong Kong
4. England
5. Saudi Arab
6. Hawaii

Wow, it's too much... Many things i have to focus in the future,
i will have my own family, my children, bla bla bla...
Can i travel so far? I wonder...

My sister asked my yesterday:
"Jie, do you have a dream?"
I told her i had a lot,
(as the above) & i wanted to have my own BMW, a big house..... bla bla bla...
She replied: "Is this call dream? I mean DREAMs!!!"
I answered: " ya, i think these are my dreams... Aren't it not enough?"

I doubted, she don't understands me, in this field, it's different...
I hope i can fulfill my dreams, which will push me to work harder, study smarter...
I wish........ I wished....

God, please give me strength that i need...
Please support what i've been doing...
I really wish... my dreams will come true....

::+::很忙的Sem5::+::

到了这个时候
我只能跟自己说
Sem5
很STRESS 啊！！！

=(

::+:: A Poem for Nurses ::+::

It is my duty

Dawn Butler, RN
(Pennsylvania)

I walk through those doors with pride,
Who's life will i save tonight?
Someone is waiting for me,
Someone is alive today because of my duty.
Sometimes we cry cause we can't save them all,
God sometimes won't let us interfere when he calls.
A baby's first breath when he looks at me,
The joy of my first delivery.
The tear i wipe a way with my own hands,
The life ending of a gentle old man.
The night seems so dark and the morning so bright.
Being a nurse you see life in a different light.
Who will i save tonight?
Who will hold my hand during their last breath with no fright?
Who will enter this world on my shift?
How many mothers will greet their babies with a kiss?
I don't know who these special people are
but i will meet them with every call
I will hold them tight and help the pain
I will hold them up when they feel faint.
I will be strong when i am needed
That is my job, I am a nurse..that is my duty.

Happy Nurses' Day 2011 ^^
I'm proud to be a nurse, as it serve the community greatly,
from sick to healthy....

Advice to all nurses:-
Nursing is a profession that it should be held up by people who will really dedicate their lives to care for the sick ones, please serve the people out there with a true heart, tell them proudly that "I'm a NURSE!"

Again, i'm back... ^^v

It has been a long long time that i actually forgot about my bloggy...
Just share memories within me and my lovely friends...
Melacca Trip: -

Siew Mei & Me

Sin Mun & Me

River Cruise At Melacca

Jonker Walk

Chocolate fondue with chips
Chendol with Gula Melacca - Delicious!
Nyonya Laksa - very spicy but damn nice!
Baba Laksa- is like curry mee... So i prefer Nyonya Laksa if i'm about to come again..
There's lots of olden pictures in this shop..
This is the place where we hv our delicious cendol & Laksa

Coming next, we went for our Satay steamboat, long queue at the one near to Jonker Street, so my junior taught us another place: -

Satay Steamboat
Love it!

Last day in Melacca - We visited jonker walk again and here i brought them who didnt tried chicken rice ball before to this shop.. We actually prefer another shop but again, it's long queue and we are rushing back for a dance flashmob in Sunway, so..... Mayb nex time! ^^

Steamed chicken with rice ball

Roasted Chicken with Rice Ball

Then we ended our trip by buying some souveniers for others...
Really enjoyed going there with this 3 fellors... Kinda Siao, even staying in a cheap hotel with 2 person in 1 bed, they are still happy..
We're gonna plan for the nex trip though..
Thank girls!!!

Test II

Coming..
tomorrow...

Monday: Obstetric + Gynecology...
Tuesday: Community Nursing
Wednesday: Public Holiday
Thursday: Endocrine + Genital urinary

Gosh, thanks to my laziness, and I started to suffer now.. And still have abit of time to blog.. (sweat) -_-! I think each and every day, i have to start setting my aim, and objective, EVERYDAY! Telling myself that time is rushing for everything and I don't have time to stop.. Please, someone please help me.. I need tips in memorizing, as i'm totally bad in memorizing.. Even though i studied again and again, relating the facts here and there, but still i can forget..

I wont be jealous to those who no need to study and get good results, cause i'm not one of it, as i trust hardwork must still be paid off.. but i do really jealous of those who are hardworking and though get good results, i'm absolutely saluting them...

And now, i think i have a clap for myself for being so last minute, telling myself "dai sei"!
Better start studying now...

Useless..

My brain, my thoughts, my aims...
all fading away...
I can't bare with the stress,
it only makes me become more lazy...
slowly become not responsible...
I hate this me...

What can make me recover?
What can make me stronger?
What can make me happier?
I wonder...
Cause i have no strength to think..
just wanted to hide myself and fade myself away...

Time,
is important for me...
But i didn't manage it well...
I didn't....
I'm useless...
By this moment, i can't tell myself to wake up...
cause i feel i'm dead...
Lazily dead...

May somebody help me, nor i just let it be...................................

Xango Anniversary Dinner

http://www.xango.com.my/en

Mom invited us to the dinner at One Hotel, a 6 stars hotel situated beside 1Utama...

We reached there and was amazed by the environment of a big hotel's hall.

There was a Mangosteen statue made by Ice! ^^

Nice!!! (There's 2 Xango Juice inside)

That night, free flow of Xango Juice was provided,

and presented in a nice way!
This proved that expensive tickets will get better return,
I think I almost drank half a bottle from original size...
The dinner begins with guest arrival, including the founder - Joe Morton, few directors, and premier members from Portugal, Hawaii, Australia and other countries..

Joe Morton - He really looks like a star with his handsome looking

Mom took a 5K reward, while dad has 1K..
I represents mom's friend for another 1K reward, went up to the stage, shaking hands with an English man, took pictures... Although it's not mine, but really amazed by the people who have this kind of courage to do direct selling..

Photo taking with mom after the dinner, & I took the flower back to my hostel.. :P

Ho Chak记！

妹说要去1Utama吃东西
结果最后在那里逛了大概半小时
因为选择太多了
真的不懂要吃什么
结果最后决定>>>旺角茶餐厅

看看吧!

芝士猪排饭

我的Spegetti

这杯很不错，忘了什么名。。

Naturel妹记。。

妹：有job你要做吗？ 8AM-2PM，100块！
我：做么？
妹：搽牛油。。在怡保，如果你做我就做。。

结果，做了咯！至少还能回怡保，不用烦住的，吃的，还有钱拿。。
因为前一天从五皇宫回到已经2点了，另一天要6点起身，累累的。

地点：怡保育才华小
一抵达那里就见到一个男的在排东西，是“老板”
样子不错看，高高瘦瘦的
可是不大喜欢讲话，还带了一点串串的眼神，
有恐怖。。

给了我们T-shirt去换，
再给Leaflet去读。。
今天要做的是涂牛油，不，不可以说牛油，会被炒鱿鱼！
老板说是植物油，菜油，或健康油。。
因为它不是从牛啦，是从Sunflower & Canola flower的油。。

结果不懂是谁发明的面包方式，
涂了面包后（一片白面包，一片麥面包），要用花的模型去印出来，然后再花型的中间，在印一个圆形，把印了的那粒圆圆的，调转 -_-!! 这样就会形成中间的一粒不一样颜色啦！
超麻烦的，结果把手按肿了。。（没拍到,而且那里的人好像没吃过面包似的，还抢咧！不管是Aunty-aunty还是小孩，真的很Swt... 我还是第一次觉得搽面包可以有那么的成就感。。。）

很累的一天，可是，会有收获的。。因为有工钱嘛！放工咯！^^

新耳机！

今天和妹妹在Sunway Pyramid 吃饱过后，
我还超不想回宿舍，
就和他在那里逛了一下。。。

走下走下，
近了一间叫 Hello Planet 的店，
竟然被我发现了他
我记得宝贝上次说要买给我了，
可是我说很贵， 那时是 RM29.90
这次竟然被我发现他有30% 折扣 = RM20.93
我觉得很划算啊！

买了。。。^^不错吧!

好懒哦！

下星期考试了，简单来说应该是三天后！ 哎哟，我的心情还没收拾呢，还想玩。。虽然这几天都有下去读书，可是，感觉就是读不起来。。。

Obstetric 是以可我很怕的科目，可能是我不懂他的范围在哪，相信要从基本读起吧！
完蛋了完蛋了！

另外的是 GU - Genitourinary System， 我到现在还分不清哪里是哪里，这里的尿尿又乱跑到哪里了。。真头痛！

Community Nursing 呢？ 他教过的东西，全抛掉了，因为那是很久世纪以前的。。。可是还好他教的是避孕，应该没问题吧。。

说到Gynae - 妇女病， 好乱哦，可是如果时间足够的话，应该 OK!

那还有Endocrine， 希望老师出的是Diabetic，不要出那么多A&P嘛。。。

幸好的是Mr.Kamal 把他的 Malaysian Studies 延迟到下个半才考，如果不是，就真的要叫“哇靠”！

我是一只小小鸟。。

有时候我觉得自己像一只小小鸟
想要飞 却怎么样也飞不高
也许有一天我栖上了枝头
却成为猎人的目标
我飞上了青天才发现自己从此无依无靠

每次到了夜深人静的时候 我总是睡不着
我怀疑是不是只有我的明天没有变的更好
未来会这样 究竟 有谁会知道
幸福是否只是一种传说
我永远都找不到

我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞 却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高。。。

所有知道我的名字的人啊 你们好不好
世界是如此的小 我们注定无处可逃
当我长近人情冷暖 当你决定为了你的理想燃烧
生活的压力与生命的尊严 哪一个重要

I believed that myself, is just like a little bird..
In the age of mine now, still depending on parents,
with their protection, we lived better..
But still, we have to leave them one day for own adventures,
facing different kinds of challenges,
meeting different kinds of people,
we might passes different stage of learning in our life,
which may lead to change us...

I learn a lot from my experiences,
and accidentally met a guy,
helping me a lot in everything,
we do meet challenges from lifes,
& strong objections from others..
But with a guy who is able to teach me theories in life,
I made my change,
not because he influenced me,
but my perspectives changed..
I just want a simple life...
I just want to be happy..
With my favorite career, favorite person, future happy family,
i think i'm enough..

Sometimes, things are not balance,
either prosperity, dream or happiness..
I'm so sure that i will chase for my prosperity,
waiting for my dreams to come true and
create happiness that belongs to me..
So i have no fear towards my life!
I'm not the kind of bird that needs someone to feed me,
I've chosen become an independent bird;
for just being a tiny bird,
life must still go on as long as i still have my courage,
my motivations,
and of course, my final aim...

This is not considered as a high demand as I only wanted to prove to myself...
Happiness is its own master...

谢谢你们。。。

我真的很高兴，
虽然在过程中遇到了困难，
可是，
我还是回到了我很怀念的地方。。。

五皇宫，
是我一个从小在那里长大的地方，
哪里有我最好的朋友，
最开心的回忆，
虽然仅仅的十多天。。
我的朋友包括从小孩到老人家，
我只是觉得那里每个人都很疼我，
我很开心。。。

可是因为他的出现发生了很多事，
你们很不喜欢他。。
也跟他们大吵了。。。

这次，
我真的要说谢谢！
虽然我知道你们不喜欢，
可是我答应你们，我只是去一下子。。。
只是因为我怀念，
我很想见回他们。。
两年了，
我离开那里两年了。。。

这一次回去，
虽然我告诉自己不再担心别人看我的眼光，
可是我居然没胆下车。。
想了很久，我才肯踏出第一步。。
现在，
别人怎么看我，是他们的问题了，
就当我已回来过，
当作是一个结局吧！

我很开心，
见回很多好朋友。。
有uncle, 猫猫，michael, 及其他的人，
当然我最好的朋友 - 翠瑶。。
我还很记得uncle见到我来，他和我笑了！
好亲切，好喜欢哦！

人，
总是会被分为高层或是底层动物，
只是在乎你怎么看，
你怎么选。。
我了解，
你们不用担心，
我会选择我的生活，
好好过的。。。

一切，重新出发吧！

懒散了那么久，
我还可以告诉自己，
我还可以再懒一点，
可是时间或许不再让我这样下去。。。

唉，
很快就会过去了，
雪人凉，
加油吧！！！

A new title for my bloggie!

^^
I found i love this picture very much and wanted to share although not many will go through my blogs.. Just found that I'm just me, not being multiplied by others.. I would like to shout out loud as i wished to... of course, in my bloggie! ^^
And the most important for this pic is about the flowers.. ^^^^ my first flowers that i received from someone i really like! Thanky dear^^
And all, to those who did support me throughout my difficult time, a wonderful thank you to you guys! I love you much... ^^

我希望我从来没有回忆。。。

谢谢你，
其实你给了我很多东西。。
你给了你的疼爱，
给了你的关心，
甚至为了我，你被伤害了。。。

我承认我很懦弱，
我不能跟你分享一切，
我甚至不明白，
我喜欢你什么。。。
不知道。。。

我们，
能有未来吗？
每天过着心惊胆跳的日子，
我很害怕！
我害怕没有了你。。
父母的反对是我最不堪一击的，
我承受不了，
也离不开你。。。

可是我不想每天过着这样的日子，
很辛苦，
我也懂你的感受。。
相信你也一样！
所以你才叫我学会忍耐！
可是我很没用...
可能是我对你的不舍，
对你的同情，
才拉近我们的距离。。。
我不想，
如果是这样，
我宁愿忘掉你的一切，
让我再一次失忆去。。。

我怪我自己，
每当我面对父母的压力时，
我总会对你发脾气，
因为我真的很害怕。。。
害怕面对我不想要的结局！

如果离开你可以换来你健康的身体，
我愿意！
我不想再看到你痛苦的表情，
我什么都做不了！
心，
只会更痛！
我实在想不到办法了，
请求你原谅我。。。

我相信你每次都说我在说傻话，
像歪歪的，
对不起，
因为没有其他人可以听我诉说了，
我只能发泄在你身上。。。

我希望，
我从来没有你的回忆。。。