哦爱 YEAH 市场！！

今天又是星期一，
像往常一样，
我们都会去替大家release stress的地方，
那就是我们最爱的夜市场！

今天也买了很多东西吃，
好丰富！
好开心哦！
可是也有人不开心，
还不是因为某某人嘛。。。
哎哟，
很难为耶，
大家好像在不同的世界，
完全不能沟通。。。
好像在跟外星人讲话！
妈的。。。

其实有时候我不懂要给他什么表情，
可是他跟我说话，
就是怪怪的。。。
我完全接不下去！
不懂是我心里故意的，
或是他不应该跟我们一起。。。
唉。。。
唉。。。。。
唉。。。。。。。

今天没买什么东西，
因为钱还没进来，
完蛋了，
这星期要吃谷种了。。。

我好希望下次可以和他们去一些特别，其他的地方，
好让我们的stress,
消失在快乐的时光里。。。

哦爱你们噢！

你“曾经”是我最敬爱的老师。。

曾经，

是不是代表不会再是呢？

我们曾经好喜欢你，

感觉你其实还有亲切的一面，

感觉你是为我们好的。。

可是，

那只是我从前的想法，

因为现在每当要靠近你的时候，

我们总是要低头认错的样子。。

我们有错吗？？？

自从上一次被你叫上去，

你已经不是我喜欢的了。。。

我开始觉得我很傻，

你很固执，

固执到我完全不是你的对手。。

我，

从此对你改观，

彻底的失望。。。

我们已经很辛苦了，

你还要一直逼着我们走。。

我们该怎样？

求求你，

放手吧！

我们会懂你们的好意，

只是我们需要的是时间。。。

拜托拜托！

Cheerleading...

是我最stress，最讨厌的活动。。。

练习了好久。。。

每个人都为了这场王八蛋的比赛哭了很多次！

到底是谁害的？

【和ms.Goh拍照】

【^^我们^^】

可是很没预料到的，

我们竟然拿下了第三名，

全部傻去了。。

这个奖，

我不想拿。。

看到69哭成这样，

没心情了。。

感觉好像超不光荣的。。

没办法，

加起来的分数的却比他们高20多分啊！

我痛恨Cheerleading...

恨不得把他给bubar掉！

运动会拉拉绳就好啦！

请不要再做一些需要练习的事情，

我们在这里没什么时间和你胡搞！

笨笨的“学校'!

自我检讨?

都什么时候了,

大家还是这样!
我......
很没用!

加油吧!
算是 一个重新出发的时候了,
不能再懒惰,不能再浪费时间,
看清楚自己出发的方向,
努力做好每一天的事吧!

好好的爱我自 己.......

::+::BLACK DEC 2009::+::

Many people died...

in this DEC.

Why?

Why must take them away?

I have 2 patients who were admitted to ME,

Were both at transfered to ICU...

But in a sad scene that both of them passed away today.. (27th Dec)

Recently I heard alots of news from ICU and HDU that many people were in critical stage..

But why was is so?

Is it because that they did something wrong?

Is it because that they some other beliefs?

Some even believe that the gate of the heaven has widely open,

so all who passed away will go straight to heaven....

Is this belief true?

I wonder...

Today's news,

A bus was crushed along the on a highway near Kangsar Road.

10 was killed in this unbearable incident...

Who can actually cope is this thing happen to your family?

Can you?

I dont think so...

And it will be a night mare for everyone..

Nowadays when i go along houses,

Most are putting up banner in white...

Labelling sadness and leaving..

How could this happen?

Can we stop this if we take control of our life?

Or it must be an order from the boss up there?

I believe in faith...

But more believing what you did in pass...

I can only tell myself that maybe in the past,

they did something bad which lead to this incident...

Better to do good than bad,

pray for your own self, your family and your love ones...

You might change your own life..

::+::R.I.P::+::

Sadness arrived...
after my hapiness....

After a trip to genting and Bukit Tinggi with my family,
I went bek to PJ with a feeling full of joy..
I have been a long time didnt meet my family,
and so for a trip...

But when i arrive my aunt's house,
receiving a msg from my sis
:yipee passed away

It was really a shock for me that i couldnt accept
Mom said that yipee was coughing since they came for the vacation,
and so they planned to bring her to clinic when they are back,
but still,
she cant wait for it,
and left us far behind the journey...

I cried!
Cried out loud,
with my soul.....
I think of every scene she spend with us,
she just shifted to a new house and have a new room..
But thinking positively,
at least she stayed in before,
WITH US....

I really miss you, Yipee!
I was tearsing when i'm writting this...
Which i cant control...

Are you afraid when you are leaving us?
I'm sorry that i'm not able to be beside you...
I pray that you can live better in another world..
Remember,
Shout for Amitaba when you are fear,
Follow the strong sun light when you are lost,
Always remember,
we are missing you every single moment,
go ahead to find your new way
no matter what you are in your next world,
I hope that you can live to the fullest without regrets....

LOVE YOU ALWAYS

To my dearest Yipee

::+::有口难言::+::

又十二月了
时间还过得真快
我到底做过些什么
贡献了什么
有人会懂吗？

想说的话有很多
可是能说的，
却很少...

我能够自己做选择吗？
选我喜欢的东西吗？
我很想告诉你我要，
可是
还是被你控制.

你告诉我要坦白
可是一些事
我告诉你就代表我是笨蛋
那你觉得我会这样做吗？
太坦白，
我不喜欢...

能不能给我一些空间
就算你反对
我觉得我很好过
有快乐
请你不要又把它没收掉吧
给我简单的幸福
至少我会没那么讨厌你...